Feeling Blue about Blue Bird (RIP)
I was incredibly shocked when on Wednesday I came down and was getting ready for school and looked in Blue's cage and he way lying on the bottom. I felt my heart sink and reached in and he was gone. I didn't know what to do. I remember saying that to Jeff over and over, "What do I do?" "What do I do?" When it finally sunk in what happened I cried. Why did this happen? What did I do? These pictures were taken just three days earlier. He seemed fine. I still can't stop thinking that I did something. His seed was completely gone (which is unlike him) though he had water. It wasn't that cold yet and I hadn't taken him to Room 119 since it got cooler (he had come with me every day when the weather was nice). I haven't told the kids of Room 119 because I just couldn't. They loved him so. When I got home, the Bigs came and gave me hugs and I just cried. I got a box for blue and put some blue shredded paper in it (the kind of pape...